In pursuit of...

...all things material, trivial and temporary. A want for all these things in unison. Happiness through the pursuit of the physical. This is what the state of things is. Never really finding the synthetic fabric of the real self. Never giving up want for money, constant money, regular revenue... never understanding the fallacy of this type of an equation. An equilibrium sought through the methodical and regular want for self-promotion. A vain and disappointing attempt at wanting to feel superior. Superior, how? Through the acquisition of things, by talking down at people, by appearing in glossy magazines. A very poor realisation of the real self, indeed. Sad. But this is what the state of things is. Never finding the real synthetic of the self but only being a fabrication of it.